I've finally left 20 days of attachment after my countdown of 42 days.Attachment is so not easy but I think I'm getting better at what I'm supposed to do and learning new things everyday.Not that significant but at least I no longer emo in office.

Regarding the working environment,it's still the same but I'm trying to inject some of my craziness there and i think they're slightly better.So,so far so good..I mean since i left only 20 days,I wanna make full use of it to learn.

Attachment also made me realise that studying is better than working.Seriously,I'd rather study my hardest module than working.Bleah,maybe its also good that they put it before my last sem in poly.So when I start school nxt month,I'll wanna do even better.Now,I'm longing to study and study.Hopefully,I'll maintain my spirits..haha!

Family and friends are now so important to me,not that they don't before attachment but now,I really really cherish them so so much more because I've not been meeting them and do catching up.Sometimes,i think we tend to take advantage of the friendships that we have when we see each other everyday and not cherishing them,but when you seldom see them,then you'll feel the pinch of it.Like when I feel so piss in the office,i really need my 2 bears and sadly,they're not there..boohoo!

I'll give up anything to have time with my family,they're the ones who really hear me rant for the past 3 wks and encouraged me the most.=)

And sorry to friends that I've been turning down to have dinner late at night or supper or coming home early like 8++/9pm.It's not that I don't want to stay out with you guys,I simply just cant.8/9pm maybe 12pm to you but its way to late for me.It really hurts when you say things like 'wa,so early..you go back,what time ar?what time ar?and tell pple my curfew here and there and make fun.'I mean,I always try to do my best to stretch the time but I just cant.So,i hope you'll understand.

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