
I am a happy woman today!BECAUSEEEE...
Anyway,decided to blog about someone today.Someone I know has been an inspiration to me to change for the better.Let's call the someone Gucci.
Well,it has actually been over year that as I get to know you.You're not bothered by how people treat you,how they poke fun at your dressing or how mean they say about your figure behind your back.Even if you know,You'll always laugh it off and jokingly fight back.Although sometimes I think you're being too nice and being taken advantage of.Maybe you do feel upset and angry but you never show it.That's something which is rather hard for me..haha!(excuses)You don't get bothered about how mean or how sarcastic people are to you and you're always smiley.That's why I think you're one of the rarest,genuine and open friends that I know so far.
You have extreme high tolerance which I currently do not have but am learning to have.I get inspired by your postive attitude when everyone around you thinks otherwise.I've never seen you get crazily mad at anyone even know I was thinking to myself that you're going to scream.Neither have you talked back at the one who bite your tail.And that sometimes I feel people get at you because they can't be like you at all and tries to take you out.Although sometimes I myself,will want to kick your butt..haha!but i just gotta accept you for you are!And don't ask me who is it cause I ain't telling!hah!
And I saw this on Dawn's blog which is so cuteee!!

The eggs with the cute lil fat legs is so adorable!haha!
I WANNA WATCH
HONEY BUNNY!Anyone? ;)
♥ 9:22 PM

I havent had the mood to blog this few days.No time,feeling lazy and nothing much to blog about since I'm working almost everyday.
Anyway,was watching F1 race earlier on and Ferrari zonked out of competition.The lollipop man and the refuel guy will probably gonna get kicked in the butt.I think Massa was abit too anxious and wasnt aware that the fuel hose was still stuck in his car,if you missed,wait for you tube!hahaha,i think it was so stupid and funny!t was further more hilarious when the commentator poked fun about it,haha..Quite sad know!From 1st to last.>_< height="350" width="425">
♥ 10:43 PM

His greatness soar.
You know,I may have my share of failings and sorrows but He's love and greatness surpasses all these everytime!I'm really thankful for the peace that He gave me during the past 1 month of attachment.He has been constantly speaking to me to be willing in everything that I'm asked to do,and for that it maybe just a word but it's been a motivation factor for me to be the best attachment student they'll ever have.
'So,gambatek Deb!Who can be against you when I'm with you?'
♥ 9:56 PM
YOUTH EM PICTURES!(Part 2)
I'm gonna just spam!

with B.D!

=)

POP!

JANET DEAR!

haha!me + B.D!

kC/B.D


net/liu jing

im such a geek right?! hahaha!

I heart you pple!=D

with Val!

and Wendy!
You peeps recharged my batteries!
♥ 7:56 PM
YOUTH EM(Part 1)Super entertaining today!hahaha,love the POPject runway segment!
Ushering isnt that easy after all!hahaha!thks to those who made everything possible!
Looking forward to the next event!weee!
ANYHOW,JANET WAS THE BOMB!She was soo friggingly good on stage and was very spontaneous!I laughed so hard when they all had to do different expression.It was insane!
Diana post the video soon ok!
I'm so lazy to update the pics!cause I'm alrdy in LALA LAND..Shall do the rest tmr!
But I'll leave you with some of janet's pic first!

Net on stge!


JANET

Wei liang and kelvin(correct me with I spelt it wrongly,heh..)
TO BE CTD...
♥ 11:20 PM
YSL-IFIEDWEEE!YSL came in with new lipstick!
YSL and Shu Uemura here I come! =D
Youth Em-ing,fellowshipping,shopping all on SUNDAY!
Plus meeting my favourite peeps!what more can I ask for?? =)
Fast forward my time plss!!
♥ 9:04 PM

I've finally left 20 days of attachment after my countdown of 42 days.Attachment is so not easy but I think I'm getting better at what I'm supposed to do and learning new things everyday.Not that significant but at least I no longer emo in office.
Regarding the working environment,it's still the same but I'm trying to inject some of my craziness there and i think they're slightly better.So,so far so good..I mean since i left only 20 days,I wanna make full use of it to learn.
Attachment also made me realise that studying is better than working.Seriously,I'd rather study my hardest module than working.Bleah,maybe its also good that they put it before my last sem in poly.So when I start school nxt month,I'll wanna do even better.Now,I'm longing to study and study.Hopefully,I'll maintain my spirits..haha!
Family and friends are now so important to me,not that they don't before attachment but now,I really really cherish them so so much more because I've not been meeting them and do catching up.Sometimes,i think we tend to take advantage of the friendships that we have when we see each other everyday and not cherishing them,but when you seldom see them,then you'll feel the pinch of it.Like when I feel so piss in the office,i really need my 2 bears and sadly,they're not there..boohoo!
I'll give up anything to have time with my family,they're the ones who really hear me rant for the past 3 wks and encouraged me the most.=)
And sorry to friends that I've been turning down to have dinner late at night or supper or coming home early like 8++/9pm.It's not that I don't want to stay out with you guys,I simply just cant.8/9pm maybe 12pm to you but its way to late for me.It really hurts when you say things like 'wa,so early..you go back,what time ar?what time ar?and tell pple my curfew here and there and make fun.'I mean,I always try to do my best to stretch the time but I just cant.So,i hope you'll understand.
♥ 9:24 PM

UPDATE AFTER 5 DAYYYS!!OH MYY!
Anyway!
I was watching Full House today and when you're like working 6 days/wk..You really don't feel like going out at all.So,i was watching full house and crying here and there.Oh So Drama Deb!I can be emo when watching such shows.And it isn't some dumb korean drama..!!There are some meaning here and there in the show so,its not just drama.
Anyhow!This shall be my most bimbotic post ever..I did something productive today,
I PACKED MY WARDROBE!haha,I packed it all the time yet it always end up super messy a few days later!hahaha!
bt i enjoy packing my stuff..then i was lame and took some pics of my wardrobe and clothes!haha,nt as many clothes as celebrities but I think i'll have to find a bigger one sooon..!hahaha!I did it for fun!actually wanted to count the no. of stuff i have,bt i think it'll be too lame alrdy!hahaha!i think my 'Pretty Insides/Inside Pretty' or whatever(pls translate to chinese if you don't know what I'm talking about,hah!) will completely thrash my every different types of clothing!LOL!
Here goes

this is just half of it!

And then..

more...

So smalll...!!

Squeeze some more,SQUEEEEZZZEE....
I think I need a walk-in one soon!quite troublesome to have sliding doors..bleah!>_<
SOMEBODYYY CONTROOLLL MEEE!
Shoes shall be my next,bt not today..haha!!
♥ 8:15 PM
4 MORE WEEKS!Today was quite fun!boring but still manageable!I had the honour of doing up the Sentosa Cove bungalow and travelled around with my bosses today!Went to a Jardin showroom at Bt Timah and the interior designs are so pretty and classy!!Like hello!there's a spa outside your unit and the skylight is so nice!But not many units sold maybe cause I heard them saying the starting price is about $3million!
I was kinda shocked that my bosses each own BMs and stays in big landed property cause I've got this mentality that Project Managers are hopeless and not those that will earn lots of ka-ching!I hate the layout of the company,no painting of partitions and everything and I feel like a vacuum cleaner every single day cause their place is seriously dusty!Their company looks really run down but I'm really surprised that they are all really high flyers.Also they've been in this business for many many many donkey years so maybe that's why they're earning such big bucks!
But this is sooo NOT MY FIELD!I cant wait for attachment to be overr!left with about 4wks! =D
I seriously need to go shop and facial soon!
♥ 10:16 PM

PHOTOBLOG!and TODAY'S THE SEVENTH!heh!
I dunnoe what to blog about today!but I'm trying to come up with ideas to have my blog more interesting!haha!I'm thinking of asking my readers to send it eg,' Send In A Picture With You and Your Best Friend Doing The Craziest Thing Ever' and stand to win vouchers eg,Taka,coffee bean.Should I?Maybe once/2 months,depends on whether I do get replies!
I think it'll be kinda cool,hehe!what say you readers?=D
Anyway!Went for cg and sv yst!Had dinner at YAKIYAKIBO! @ JP..pics pics!hehe!

Me + Miss Model


YAKIYAKIBO!

Happy 6.8! =)



US @ YAKIYAKIBO!
♥ 7:13 PM

IM SOOOOO RELIEVED!!!!!I finally finally finally completed the architectural drawing for the condo showflat,after a week..!
I'm so glad that my bff has always been with me,I talked to Him all the time when I'm working and its feels good knowing that He's there when I need Him.Many times in the office,I really wanna break down and emo cause my attachment workplace is something which I've only learnt 0.001% in school.But I kept telling myself not to let your emo state take over.ahhhh..this is sooo yucky..
But I'm so glad this frigging project is finally over but I think I'm going to get another one soon.=( AND i miss my Stan and Kaman so much.
AHHHH!!!I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO BE LIKE OVER SOOOOOON!!!AHHHH!!!
I NEEDA GO SHOPPING.YES,I SERIOUSLY NEED TO.or I think I'll dehydrate and die,blah..
I WANNA SEE MY CG PEEPS,I missed out sooooo much and I don't feel that my week is complete..=(
I WANNA GO AMICI and EAT MY TIRAMISU
I WANNA GET MY PAY!!(hmm,but I think I've got many pple to treat,lols)
ok,I'm gibberishing again..>_<
Oh Terri!I'm watching the drama!=) hehe!
♥ 7:28 PM

I'm treating every week like my last week..counting down..bleah,missing out so much..So many things I wanna do yet so little time for me to fulfill them.
It was wonderful that I could see my cg and the others yst for the Youth Em Event,it was a great experience and looking forward for more oppurtunities.Feedbacks appreciated!=)
It always rejuvenate me,just in time for me to start my attachment feeling refreshed.I'm glad I made the right choice in the beginning and chose to stick with the decision that I made 5 years ago.
To be honest,I went for the wrong reasons when I was invited to JW Church and when I heard them speaking in tongues,I laughed at them and I was a total anti-christ as I never thought a person could be forgiven on the things that he/she has done and that someone died for my sins.I wasn't able to accept that I was born a sinner and that I needed Christ's blood to cleanse me of all unrighteousness.
It was a whole new experience when His presence came,the feeling was unexpected,sudden and I felt lifted.Lifted because I know He'll carry the burden that I have.Knowing now that I will be led by the H.S to make the right choices in my life,Praise God..=)
Peekies!! =) ahhhh!didnt take with the org.team and my w429!!!why why why!!! >_<



We're still here..=)

my kai xin guo!=)
♥ 8:55 PM